today is considered a sad day
I just received the news from my mum that dad's not feeling well this morning.
unbearable pain
this thought struck me: what if...
no words could describe the fear in my heart
i felt terrible
while I was washing the dishes,
I did some thinking,
but came to a conclusion that I could do nothing except to remind him to stay healthy
it hurts to know to he still smiles when he told us what happened
it's the second time
would there be a third time?
would he overcome that pain for the third time like he did today?
i guess mum almost broke out into cold sweat this morning...
not this year please
not next..
nor the next next...
not until I had repaid you

this really sets me thinking of how short life is.
i should really treasure time
so people
pls care for ur loved ones
& i wish everyone gd health